Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Tugende! (too GAEN day)
I’ve arrived at the end of my trip, and I’m realizing that real life comes back very soon. I’m very excited to see Austin and my family very soon (might even seen Matt in Dubai!) but I know I’ll miss this country, these people, and the experiences I’ve had here very much. I’ve grown exponentially in this last month, though at times I didn’t realize it or want to. All throughout this time I’ve had here, God has been moving in my heart, and the Spirit has been convicting and changing my heart.
Uganda is a beautiful, green place, but it is also a very poor place. Sunday night, our team stayed at Rainforest Lodge in Mariba Rainforest, and got to experience the lush green-ness of this country as well as the wildlife (I even saw a monkey!) but up until this point, and even on our way back from the rainforest, we saw and interacted with the very many poor of this land. Uganda has so much to offer, but developmentally, it has a long ways to go.
We learned, from one of the people who work for the Hospice Jinja, that Uganda has about a 65% unemployment rate. To put that in perspective, even in the state of our present economy, the United States of America only has about a 9% unemployment rate. We saw children wearing clothes that were so worn and tattered that we wouldn’t have even used their clothes as rags in the States. In fact, when I gave dresses away, the people were more appreciative than I was for any of my Christmas presents last year. This is not to say I don’t appreciate gifts; I definitely do, and I love to give them. The point is that we don’t have the right perspectives about “needs” as Americans, myself most definitely included.
Last Wednesday night, our team went to have dinner at Jeremiah’s Aunt’s house. She served an abundance of homemade Ugandan food, and we ate until we were more than satisfied, and enjoyed ourselves. The big difference between this home and an American home? Her “toilet” was an outhouse; she had electricity in one room. This family seemed closer than most American families, and was even close friends with several neighbors, who also came by to welcome us to their home. Talk about living in community!
In so many ways, I think that we, as Americans, pervert the meaning of the word “need.” There are poor people in our land that don’t have food or clothing, and so many times the Bible clearly calls us to love them as God does and give to them. Why don’t we? Why don’t I? Well, we literally think we “need” things that aren’t needs, and waste our money on selfish American treasures and spend the money that could sustain one person on a new pair of jeans (when I already have more than four). I think we walk a very dangerous line when we start to invent “needs,” which we have done as a culture, and are not good stewards of the things that God has given us. I know in more than one way, I myself am guilty of this. God has used my being here and seeing the desperation with which some of these people fight to provide for their family to convict me of my selfishness in many ways.
My honest fear is that I will forget these things I’m seeing every day when I get back into America, and back into a more affluent culture. But, God really wants me to be held accountable, and to make a statement to y’all about the convictions He’s placed on my heart, and make a covenant with Him. The convictions that God has placed on my heart and that I now have to take back to the United States are as follows:
· Love the poor (giving, no treasures on this earth, the meek shall inherit the earth)
· Love like Christ (Luke 6:27-36)
· Increase prayer (pray constantly in Spirit & truth and by faith)
· Be bold in declaring the Gospel (Jesus is clear about this, so is the rest of the NT)
So, please hold me accountable to these things, and push me in love toward them, and remind me of them. Feel free to ask me about them, though I think I’ve posted blogs about each one if you want a quick reference. I’m excited to see how these things change in my life in America.
My verses for this trip:
“Circumcise your hearts, therefore, and be no longer stubborn. For the Lord your God is Lord of Lords and God of Gods; the great, the mighty, and the awesome God, who is not partial and takes no bribe. He executes justice for the fatherless and the widow and loves the sojourner. Love the sojourner, therefore, for you were sojourners in the land of Egypt. You shall fear the Lord your God. You shall serve Him, and hold fast to Him, and by His name you shall swear. He is your praise. He is your God who has done these great and terrifying things which your eyes have seen.”
-Deuteronomy 10:16-21
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Liz-ah
The people in Uganda can’t just say “Liz,” so they’ve been calling me “Liz-ah” since I got here, and the girls in my group have been too. They also call Daphne “Daphen”; we’ve just adopted them as our Ugandan names :)
I will be honest; I woke up today missing home more than ever. My parents are at the Neill Family Reunion, and I really wish I was there with them. But, I’ve grown so much here, and really seen God move in awesome ways, so I know he wanted me here for a reason. We only have nine days left on this continent, and I know God still has a lot planned for us!
Yesterday was the Jinja Youth Conference that we hosted on “Building Your Potential to Advance” from the book of Daniel. The idea behind the theme was that many Ugandans, we were told, have the basics of their faith right, but they aren’t necessarily discipled to be missional and to spread the Kingdom of God, they just internalize their faith. It’s a problem a lot of Americans have, too. But when you read the book of Daniel, you see he stood up, time after time, in faith, knowing that God would do amazing things in Babylon. I was the “secretary” of the event, which meant: running a ton of errands the day before, trying to get things organized, calling the worship band and getting that arranged, and counting the numbers of attendees the churches and schools gave us so we could make sure we would have enough food. It was a lot to handle, but really, I just turned to God, and He took care of it! Had I not, I would have just been one big ball of stress, which wouldn’t glorify God or help the people I was working for.
God made the conference work. We served breakfast to about 150 people at 9 am, and about 250 had shown up before worship started at 10 am. By lunch, we had 360+ people to serve! We have two main sessions with small group breakouts afterward, then lunch, which ran late, so we had one final session and an invitation at the end, where eight people declared that they wanted to know Christ as their Savior! It was pretty cool seeing it all come together. There were definitely a few times when I was stressed out, and God reminded me to love and give without expecting it back, and to serve, and to do so joyfully; He put me back on track right away! At the end of the day, we were all so glad that everything was finished, and that we had been able to serve so many and see so many come to know Jesus Christ. We got their information to their organizations so they can continue to be discipled. My hope is that the Word that was preached will be planted into the hearts of these people, and that they will grow.
This week, I will go to the Hospice twice: Monday is a “Day Care” day (or group therapy; the women come and make paper bead necklaces and tell their stories to the mzungus) and Wednesday we will go on visits with the Hospice. On Tuesday and Thursday, we will go to St Andrew’s Magamaga, and on Thursdays we will plant some trees there. Uganda has a lot of trees and is very lush and green, but the land the school is on has very little shade, so we are providing them shade and something to remember us by.
After that, we are going to Kampala on Friday and Saturday. Friday, Jeremiah’s family is throwing a big party, an “introduction of the Bride,” because his wife is coming to Uganda this week for the first time in their four years of marriage. Apparently they’re going to dress the mzungu girls in their traditional dresses, which should make for some entertaining pictures later on! Sunday and Monday we are going to a nearby rainforest for debrief time, and we have one day, Tuesday, back in Jinja before we fly out on Wednesday. We will be very busy this week, but I know God has some good things planned. I will be very, very sad to leave this country. I may even come back one day; I don’t know where in Africa God has called us to yet, but I know that He wants us on this continent. I’ve actually had several Ugandans ask me to stay, but I joke and tell them that I have to go home to see my boyfriend!
So, this week, be in prayer that:
-The Lord would continue to move in our hearts and sustain us as a group; He has been so good to us!
-We don’t start counting down the days until we go home, but we give it our all, and work hard to make sure that these people know we love them, and that love is because of Christ
-We receive funding; to my knowledge, Jeremiah is currently operating on a deficit, and will be pulled from the school when we get back until he repays it. We’ve cancelled the safari we were going to debrief on so we could cut back on expenses, but that wasn’t enough.
Friday, July 2, 2010
A Lesson in Service for a Hospitality Major
1 July 2010
We have been in this country for three weeks and one day, and things in this country still surprise me. I guess cultural adaptation takes a while! But, I like Uganda a lot. We have been painting the Vicarage (where the Vicar lives, who is about equivalent to a bishop) at St. Andrew’s Church Jinja the last couple of days, and it has been a really fun, team-building experience! Mike even slaughtered a chicken, and I got it on tape! But, it really struck me that these people are true servants; they bring around a basin for us to wash our hands with, serve us tea, then lunch, and afternoon tea (I already loved tea; this just makes me love Uganda! Ha) and thank us for coming to paint by sending us home with a fresh chicken and eggs! Even when we come to serve, we end up being served—it’s beautiful! If I take anything back to the U.S. with me, I’d love to bring back this serving spirit they have. They take the Word to heart when it says in 1 Peter that serving brings God glory, and they serve in love and in honor to their God. What would it look like for us to serve and to love, and to do so joyfully?
Shem, the manager at Hospice Jinja, is a bubbly, 5’1 Ugandan man, always joking and laughing, and when he prays, you feel the Spirit; when he sings, his love for Christ pours out of him. Shem is just one example of the love and joy we’ve seen pour out of the churches and the people we’ve met here in Uganda. I love hearing the choirs sing hymns, English or Lusoga, and I love the passion with which the people pray. They spend a lot of time in prayer in their church services: praying for their country; praying against witch craft and child sacrifice; for their church; for us, their visitors. It is a blessing to be here and to experience this cultural immersion, and to learn what it is to truly live relationally. Sometimes customs are very different (you never know if a Ugandan will arrive on time or not, but that’s their culture) but so far, our group has done pretty well going with the flow.
We have two weeks left before we are back in Houston, and I know God still has a lot in store for us. In those two weeks, we have five work days (trips with the Hospice and to the school in Magamaga), and a “cultural experience” planned for next Friday. Jeremiah’s wife is coming to Uganda for the first time this Sunday, and since she has never been in their four years of marriage, they will have a presentation-of-the-bride huge celebration, with lots of dancing and food! We don’t know what to expect yet, but we are excited to go to Kampala and see what’s in store. Saturday following that, Callina and her father leave, and on Sunday our group is going to spend the night in a nearby rainforest. Hopefully we will get plenty of hiking in, and get to see some African animals! Then we have one day of rest, before we get on the plane to Dubai on Wednesday July 14, and I will try to meet my brother, Matt there! Pray for that opportunity, I haven’t seen him since Christmas, and a miracle may work out for me to see him for one hour when we get to Dubai! The next day we take a seventeen-hour flight, and we will be home. Two weeks seems like a long time right now, but I know it will be here before I know it, so I am soaking up as much as Uganda as possible.
1 Peter 4:9-11 (ESV)
“Show hospitality to one another without grumbling. As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God’s varied grace; whoever speaks, as one who speaks oracles of God; whoever serves, as one who serves by the strength God supplies—in order than in everything God may be glorified through Jesus Christ. To him belong glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.”
Please pray for:
-words from the Spirit to share the Gospel with the street boys/beggars we see every time we go to downtown Jinja
-funding of our trip, so Jeremiah doesn’t go home with a deficit – we know God will provide the $4,000+ we still need
-us to be flexible so God can use us as He wishes
“This World” by Caedmon’s Call (feat. Sandra McCracken)
They start us from a golden rule
and I want to jump from a ship of fools
Show me a place where hope is young
and a people who are not afraid to love
This world has nothing for me
and this world has everything
all that I could want and nothing that I need
This world is making me drunk on the spirits of fear
so when He says, “Who will go?” I am nowhere near
This world has nothing for me
and this world has everything
all that I could want and nothing that I need
And the least of these look like criminals to me
so I leave Christ on the street
This world has held my hand
and has led me into intolerance
And now I’m waking up, and now I’m breaking up
and now I’m making up for lost time
This world has nothing for me
and this world has everything
all that I could want and nothing that I need